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2009-06-29T18:29:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-26T18:42:00.001+08:00

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MADE ALL THE STUFF DISAPPEARED!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO DUMB!

@#$!
T_T
MY TAGBOARD!!!!!!!
MY LINKS!!!!!!!!!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!
*CRIES*

Seriously am an IT-idiot.
):

I NEED A CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN!

DUMB. DUMB. DUMB.

KEITH!! MINA!!! >.<

2009-06-26T18:23:00.003+08:00

Look at Mina!! >.<
My Mina Forever~~~
(Sorry... 'cos it's pencil, so it's faint. But still, Mina's cuteness did not fade...)

A poster that I just did today (when I was suppose to study Bio...)
KEITH IS THE RED-HAIR CUTE GUY.
(((((:
MINA AND KEITH FOREVER TOGETHER!!!
They really do make a good cute couple! <3>
Hehehex.
Still being mad about them.
I will upload a picture of Keith's cute TWIN sister, Faith, soon!
>.<
:D
I have the picture in my portfolio...
But just am lazy to scan it.
Hahax.

BUT THEY LOOK SUPER CUTE!!!
ALL THE THREE OF THEM!!
(((((((((((((((((((((:

Mommy LOVES them all!
My favs!
Hahax~

Now I'm really mad.
LOL.

"Sweet Blood" character list just gets longer!

2009-06-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

After so many months, I'm still working on the skeleton of this comic of mine.
"Sweet Blood"... Sigh.
I wonder when can I start to draw it proper and finish it in one go?
):

Anyway, just added some more characters to make the storyline even more complicated...
So far, here's the current list of characters in the comic:
1. Jennifer Leo (Female lead!)
2. Ria (Male Lead!)
3. Jax (The one who started everything going~)
4. Ai (Hmmm... important bridge between Jennifer and Ria)
5. Marin/ Mina (MY LOVE!!!! <3>
6. Zendy (The "hero"? And quite a handsome guy. Hahax.)
7. Olivia (Some extra character, actually :P)
8. Alex (Another quite important guy... for the beginning part...)
9. Mary (Important??)
*10. Danny (Ok... also the one who started everything... but at an earlier time than Jax did)
*11. Evers
*12. Clavin Tay (The overall origin of the story?)
*13. Low Mi Si (Overall origin of the story too?)
*14. Keith (CUTE GUY :3333... but Generation 2 of the story?)
*15. Faith (CUTE TWIN SISTER OF KEITH :3333)
16. Cathe (Appeared as 1st generation... will only have more continuation in generation 2?)
17. Kengy (Appeared as 1st generation...-.- Generation 2?)
18. Hin (Some really random guy)
19. Ferray (Teacher of Jennifer... so have some minimal impact on story?)
20. Marin's Parents (I think I'd named them, but just couldn't recall..)
21. Jennifer's parents
Those marked with "*" are the NEW characters created just very recently... just a few days ago only.

This post is really random.
Suddenly, I'm talking about the comic that I haven't even started drawing.
>.<

BUT I LOVE KEITH, FAITH AND OF COURSE, MINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
OMG. THEY ARE SO CUTE >.<
Can't stop thinking about them!
:D
Really hope to draw the 2nd generation soon, when all of my favs will be appearing as... teenagers!!
Heeee... and Romance will be the theme coming in then.
Hahax

Anyway, I have been mugging for the past few days of my June holidays.
Mug Maths for the first week (and played really hard on Facebook... Pet Society, Restuarant City, Bowling Buddies, Barn Buddy, Farm Town... and the many quizzes that I took)
Mug Chemistry for the second week but failed 'cos I have no time to study Gaseous State. Sianx.
Now mugging Biology... but seems like I need to re-squeeze everything into my brain le.
Everything forgot le.
HOW???????!!!!!!!!!
):
I'm scared of essay.
So scared that I cannot finish it.

):

And CSE holiday HW?
Guess I can only do after the MYE.
Hahax.

Now going back to mug.

Bye-bye.

Should I become a vampire,
I shall be named Kelestia.

My Mood Swings are here again~~

2009-06-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

Sigh.
Suddenly felt very sad.
Dejected - is it what they call it?
LOL. Nevermind.

Just now was doing some Maths.
Differentiation.
e^x = mx
I wish I had learnt how to solve this kind of problem without using GC.
'Cos I had used almost an hour (?) trying to figure out how to group the x together.
Of course I failed.
):
But the paper of the year was the year they did not have GCs yet.
I wonder what method did they learnt to solve this kind of weird equations??
Must go find out.
Hahax.

Okay. I just found it. But it is VERY complicated...
>.<
To me, of course. ):

W Lambert function. It is defined by:
W(x) = y <=> x = y exp(y)
?????????????????????????????????????????????????

Sigh. Nevermind... =.=|||

Going to continue my Maths later on.
Now pain.
Needa rest.
Sigh.

Going to play some computer game to ease my pain.
Hahax.

Sigh.
Sometimes, I really wish that I am someone else.
Or, at least I am a better person than who I am now.
)))))))))))))))))))):

Ok. I'm emo-ing again.
Can't help it.
Hahax.

*Oh man, just felt like puking again...*

Pioneer Explorer 2009 PHOTOS!

2009-06-08T18:25:00.002+08:00

The photos are here!!!
(((:

Will be uploading the videos soon!
(:

Hahax.

~~Just realized that someone really found someone's blog today~~

Sian. I guess I'll fail my fitness test next year...

2009-06-06T16:34:00.002+08:00

Nobody is responding...
to me.
Nobody is listening...
to me.
Nobody...
sees me.
I'm pathetic.

Just recently, I had been writing, editing and translating surveys.
I had been writing and editing letters too.
Spent me a total of 14 hours doing all these, for now.

Wow. If I add the 17 hours I used to edit the GPP...
I would have worked 31 hours for these two parts of PW!
Furthermore, I don't know how much time did I spent researching and doing my PI.
And EoM... let's not talk about it. I just did it anyhow. It's a piece of rubbish that soon will be thrown back to me...

If these 31 hours is CIP hours... WOW.
I would have 71.5 hours of CIP by now (not including the China in Focus seminar, China Week board game designing and Pioneer Explorer).
BUT SO SAD THEY ARE NOT MY CIP HOURS!!!!!!!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

Sigh.
But... if my group can get an "A" for PW.
Then it'll be worth the effort.
I'm just sacred that we can't get an "A"... >.<

And I have been so lazy these days that I had forgone my running.
I guess next year, I will still fail my 2.4km AND shuttle run.
No hope.

Hahax.

2 exams down. 3 more to go.

2009-06-03T16:55:00.002+08:00

And my plan for the holidays is one week study one subject.
But I know that this wish is impossible.
Due to PW.

Sigh.

Tomorrow Pioneer Explorer!
I think I'll be bringing my camera.
Take some pictures and post them here, yeah?
(:

Chionging Bio tutorial later (I'm so dumb. Today brought the tutorial but forgot foolscape. Then waste some time resting in school. Hahax)
Bye~

*And ha. I seriously am a Sagittarius.*

KAITO IS SO HANDSOME! HAHAHAHAX~!

Sigh. And I laughed so much today again.

2009-05-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today I was so high!
I wonder why~?

):
Maybe tomorrow, I will flunk my CSE test (BTW, just realised... it can also be ESC Hahax)
I will do my best... but seems like I cannot remember the stuff.
Mind is so blocked.
Sigh.

Anyway, today I laughed too much.
PE also laugh (played soft ball again...when the ball is actually not soft at all...)
Bio also laugh (LOL. HJ's "Mr W. you're hot".. ROFL. )
Chem lecture I was almost nodding off asleep (during the theory part)
GP... did GP Essay corrections... felt like I need to chiong le
PW... phew. Finally GPP approved! >.<>
Then bump into XH , and I laughed again.

Today I'm siao le.
Keep laughing.
Dunno why.

Maybe that's because tomorrow I'm crying.

Oh ya, BTW, today S cried so suddenly... woah... scare me...
But then... I think I did that once too...
A long time ago...

Hahax...

2 more hours!

Sigh. Sad. Happy. Happy. Sad. Sad.

2009-05-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Oh no... now I'm so afraid...
Saturday and Today I'd laughed too much.
Oh no... I think I'll be terribly sad tomorrow... or worse, on Friday, after the GP paper...
Siaox.

I prefer the former.

):
Maybe should try to hide my laughs the next time.
Or maybe try not to laugh at every funny thing.
BTW, I laugh at some cold jokes one lor...
So wasted.. the laughter...

Geex
Tml will be a busy day again.

4 more days to Pioneer Explorer Dry-run.
10 more days to Pioneer Explorer.
11 more days to Swiss Choir performance... *Sob* Maybe I can't go again... )))):
Terribly sad.
Why my mum dun allow me to go???

Sigh.

And YC ah... you got visit my blog one ah? How come I dunno until now? LOL.

2 more days...

What happened yesterday...

2009-05-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

College Day!
Okay, I was involved in the MINDS stall thing and was quite busy yesterday...

At 10 am, I was at CCK MRT station with my mum.
Then we stood there for 1 hour, till 11 am when Aa came.
Ha! Know what? I actually listened wrongly the time for meeting!
That's why we stood there for 1 whole hour...

Okay. Then went to CCK Library with Aa.
She researched for information on MINDS and I was arranging the price list + thinking of adjectives to be put before each of the products name. So here's my ideas that are used:

- Fortune Bookmarks (Hahax. Just that 'cos words of wisdom are written on the bookmarks, akin to those in the Fortune Cookies...so...Fortune Bookmarks!)
- Romantic Tealight Candle (Hahax. Mrs R. was quite shocked at this)
- Handy Coin and tissue pouch
- Cool handphone accessory (I. was making fun of this - equating "cool" to "ku", cry in Chinese)
- Cute corrogated notebooks (Ehhhhaaaa... was reminded of something... will mention it later)
- Winter series Handphone pouch ('cos they're knitted)
- Sparkling dotted glass paint photoframe
- Blessful postage keychain (Errr... actually I don't know if "blessful" can be used here or not...)
- Artistic tile coaster
- Elegant glass paint key hanger
- Picturesque mosaic photoframe

Hmm... Mrs R. said that the names are not bad... so phew!
Anyway, I forgot to mention: all the products we sold yesterday are made by the people at MINDS, that is those who are intellectually challenged. Seriously, I have to praise them because their artworks are simply beautiful! Not like those cheap, ill-made products! The products they made are really presentable and sell-able.
(I would upload a few photos of the products at a later date)

Anyway, Aa at first could not get onto the Internet 'cos at NLB, they use Wireless@SG. So, Aa signed up for a free account, and finally, able to start the research.
I went to one of the computers in the library to search for MINDS, but sadly, the periodicals they had on MINDS is in what Lee something something Reference Library.
I didn't even heard of it before...
Then, just to kill time, tried to search for an English dictionary (to aid me in thinking of the adjectives) but seems like the whole library didn't have even one dictionary... Sigh.
Hahax... then I tried to find books for my EoM, on food fair... but didn't find any.
Sad.
Need to do Interent research again.

We do and do.. then Aa asked me to phone XH.
I called twice, but it ended up like XH actually did not switch on her mobile phone in the first place...
Then at 12 pm plus, Aa and I decided to go have lunch...and we went to Mac.
I bought French fries (M) and Apple pie... well... I seriously am not a regular customer of Mac...
When the lady asked me "Takeaway or eat here?" I thought she was just asking "Takeaway?" and I was nodding my head. Hahax. She seemed a bit annoyed though... when she repeated again.
Oh well, can't really blame me... I don't eat Mac often...

So, Aa and I took 190 to school.
At the station outside Lot 1, G and J came onto this bus too.
Then G sat beside me and J sat beside Aa.
Hahax... G seems like she hadn't eat anything yet 'cos she was "Hmm.." when she smelt the Mac food.
Hahax.
Then G and I are chatting randomly during the journey...
Really randomly.
Seriously.
Hahax.

Then we reach school... G and J rushed for the Ambassor club thing.
Aa and I walked slowly to the gate... then to MPR 3 to find that Mrs R. wasn't there... then to canteen, where Aa phoned Mrs R.
Aa then said that the teacher wanted us to take the easel...
And I went to outside the Art Room.
Waited.
Saw Mr H in his long sleeve grey shirt (Never see him in that kind of formal attire before! Actucally didn't recognise him at first!>.<)
Then Mrs R. came running towards the Art Room a few minutes later...
Brought the easel (the other was carried by Mrs R.) into MPR 3 then rushed to the canteen to ask Aa to go over to MPR3.

Then, our work started.
First, cleaned the easel... they're really dusty! I don't know why...
The whole rug was black after wiping the easel... Eww...
Then, drew the logo of our group names (hearts & MINDS and The Bright Star) on the big piece of some cardboard like thing.
Hahax.
Coloured.

Then ate a bit of my French fries (Hmm.. my Apple pie turned cold!)

Then set up the stall... aligning the products nicely...
Pasting balloons to stall...
(Oh ya, btw, by this time XH and S joined us... and S even helped me to buy one caterpillar bread before she came! (:)
Then ran to take tie, ran again to take the money (Thanks Aa for reminding me!).

Hmm... well, I missed out a lot of details... but those are quite minor..

Hahax... most funny parts when I was at the stall...
Mr C. - S and I saw him at the buffet table in fornt of our stall, then we saw him looking at our stall but didn't come over... then I was saying to S that if he come, it'll be so unexpected.
And unexpected it was! Mr C. came, and said that he bought the mosaic photoframe last year but haven't use it yet... -.-|||
Then well, he spent 10 bucks all on bookmarks...
Oh ya! XH recommeded him to buy our CUTE corrogated notebooks then he refused saying that if he buy them, others would say he act CUTE.
OMG. I was like laughing loudly then la! Hahax!

Ms A. - S and I saw her head leaning towards Mrs R.'s and both of them were smiling... then I turned my head to the direction they were looking at... nobody there except the GOH taking her leave... Then S and I burst out laughing after that. 'Cos we both thought that Ms A. and Mrs R. were taking a photo together!!!!!!!!! ROFL!!!!!!!!!!

Mdm S. - Well, ntohing special actually.. she came over and look at the products... then what intrigued her most is C's Sesame Street money pouch. Hahax. So she likes Sesame Street?

Mr W. - Nothing much... but S said that he dressed differently yesterday... black shirt... but so sad I didn't see it. LOL.

Mdm S. - Saw her standing beside a tall teacher (Oops) when she was "kiap"-ing (Quoted from S) food at the buffet table.

VP - Bought some stuff from our stall! (:

GOH and V - walked to our stall, but GOH left quite quickly... hahax... but thats' good. We were all so tensed when she came!

Mr L. - Saw him after XH and I brought the items back to the staff room. XH was joking with him and asked him "Went shopping ah?" LOL. Then Mr L. said that "No lah." and what he is afraid that leaving them (bread?) in the car will make them spoil...
LOL?

Then there was this tai-tai who bought stuff that her youngest son wanted from our stall.
Spent quite a lot.
$35.50.
Wow.

Hahax...
So, that's about it...

Hehex.
Really enjoyed myself yesterday...
Though I'm not too good an entrepurner (Yucks... my spelling is really bad..)...

Went back at 8 pm.
S's father fetched her home.
Aa, XH and I took bus...
Oh, met Ce at the bus stop.
Such a coincidence.
She was saying that AVA screwed up 'cos at the last performance (Choir), the mike actually dropped!
>.<
Oops.

Err... anyway, went home.
And that's it for yesterday.

Today is pure chiong-ing to do homework... and some slacking (like now...)...
Hahax.
Going to continue doing my last bit of HW now.
Bye! (:

P.S. Thanks to I. who helped us to blow up quite a number of balloons!

I seriously don't feel any better...

2009-05-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

):

Emo-ing again.
My emotions really went out of control.
Sigh.

When I should be happy, I felt sad.
When I should be sad, I laughed.

Anyway, mending the MINDS stall is fun.
Though not a good salesperson, but seriously standing there and feeling so proud that I can remember the prices do make me feel good.
Hahax.
Weird girl.

Played softball in the rain today.
Hope I dun get fever over the next few days because of this.
But, anyways, ORANGE rocks!
Hahax!
And I found that I can hit the ball so accurately!
LOL.

BTW, HJ, I'm sorry.

... 6 more days...

Laughs so cold-ly...

2009-05-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.
And I broke another record of mine.

Pew~ and down I went.
From A to D for my H2 Maths.
All because of my careless mistakes and my forgetfulness (on how to do Implicit Differentiation).
Sigh.
I counted.
If I did not make any careless mistakes for the first 2 qns, I can have gotten an A.
Now it's a D.
6 marks make a HUGE difference, man!
DDDDDDDD:
That's how I feel now.

Sick.
Needa buck up.
Continue to go on...
And get more As to compensate this D.
An anomalous result in my life.

Sad, right?
Sigh.
Bad habit.
Should kick.

(:
Thanks S, for encouraging me.

And you're the reason for my emo-ing

2009-05-16T13:20:00.004+08:00

Yes.
I finally knew I was getting so emo these few days.
That's because I was deprived of sleep!

If you don't believe search for the article in 4 May issue of Newsweek.
The article said that researchers found that sleep deprivation leads to depression, and that you will have poor memory if you do not sleep enough.

No wonder.
I'd been sleeping late that few days I'm feeling so down.
):
Now that I know my problem, so what?
Homework is still a huge pile.
And time is needed to complete all of them.
Tell me where can I buy time?

Anyway, I think that my Bio, Chem and Maths tests this week are gone already.
Bye-bye, Bye-bye, Bye-bye..

Hopes to compose midis again.
Hahax... very random comment...

Getting seriously moody...

2009-05-14T19:11:00.003+08:00

I think that I will never understand myself in this life.

I don't know why but my heart aches so much whenever I see others holding positions.
First time I felt it was during SC Investiture... of course, actually, it was even earlier, but the biggest pain was felt during that day.
It's not like I'm feeling like crying.
No, it's no that kind of pain.
Actually, I also don't know what kind of pain is it.
Regret? But seriously, I tried, failed and accepted. What's there to regret?
Or perhaps it is envy?
I don't know.

Then, today I felt the same pain again.
Oh... maybe it's because I feel left out?
I don't know. Not sure...
Why I can't even understand myself?

I always see myself as left out when I can't get close to people... I admire? I am envious of? Whom actually I could have been very good friends with?
I seriously don't know what to do.
Especially for CCA.
Other than A, J, Jn, XY, RS, RY and one more girl, I am no any closer to anyone else in the CCA already (I'm referring to JC 1 students)..
Pathetic, ain't I?
I tried to be friendly... but still people still hang around with people they had previously known... or know best...
Most people are like that, but some are not.
Too bad that I'd only met 5 of the second kind of people.

My classmates?
Well, I have found 3 best friends.. and many more friends.
All of my classmates are my friends... just that some are causal friends that I hardly talk to, some are my PW group friends...

I really feel that all these are so silly.
People can't go on 'cos they scored badly for tests/ exams.
I can't go on 'cos I'm so bothered about my emotions.

I feel lonely at times, yet I cannot say that I'm lonely at school.
It creates unjust for my 3 best friends.
They accompanied me throughout the day and I still complain that I'm lonely?
What kind of friend am I?

Sometimes, I just daze... looking at my peers talking in a group from afar.
Wanted to join in the conversation but the topic is sometimes something that I do not know of (their inside joke/ info, that is).
So, everytime, I just eavesdrop...
Not that I'm so bothered about this part. I'm used to it, anyway.

The thing that made me feel lonely these days is that I keep hearing people getting positions in their CCA.
I don't know why.
I always have this feeling that the people in the Excos of any CCA get along very well.
In fact, they become best of friends.
And there goes my chance of having more friends eh?

I'm never fit to be in the Exco...
Never fit to be anyone's friend.
Maybe that's what making my heart ache so much.

Life is seriously cruel...
I don't know why they want to hurt people and then hire counselors..
What are they thinking?
No idea.

I always am so saddened by the fact that I hold no position in CCA.
Since secondary school till now.
I always see the committee enjoying themselves so much, neglecting their members to a certain extent.
And they almost most of the time neglected me the most...
Maybe it's my illusion... but still, that's how I feel.
They can go out together to eat and play and study together - outside of school.
Yet, I'm so locked in my house.

Seriously feel like crying now.
Yet I can't cry 'cos I can't let my parents see this side of me.
They will worry and I don't want them to worry, and in any case, they can't help me either.
They won't grant me my freedom yet so there's no use trying.

Not because that I'm a Buddhist, but seriously I'm always end up thinking that all this is my fate.
It's my fate to never be in any committee.
It's my fate to be always neglected by those in the committee (Welfare huh? I think they won't notice me too).
It's my fate that I had to try so much harder than others to make myself seen and heard.

Maybe it's all these reasons that make me such a timid person.
I don't know.
Seriously don't know.
And if I can't give myself an answer, I doubt anyone can.

It's a pity that JC life is so hectic that I have no time to reflect on what exactly am I upset about.
It's also a blesssing that JC life is so hectic, making me forgetting all my problems momentarily - until when I'm back at home, alone before sleep or in front of the computer.

If anyone understands me, I'll be so much surprised.

But no one ever will, if I can't even understand myself...

Lost...

2009-05-13T17:17:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I wanted to blog but I don't know what I want to write...

Anyway, today, we had the Sexuality Education programme during our assembly time.
Venue is MPR 3.
We talked about our top three priorities... and I actually wanted to choose "Integrity", "Loyalty" and "Family"... but all the "Family" are taken away... so I replaced it with "Responsibility"...
Then the person asked us to choose our top most priority and I chose "Integrity".
I don't know why I chose that, but still, I think if you are truthful, then you'll be loyal to your friends and you will be responsible for your own actions (I think).
Hahax.
Anyway, the later part of the programme is very funny.
I don't know.. but I think it's the guys who made the whole thing so funny.
>.<

These few days I'd been sleeping later than usual (to some, 12am may not be late...)
Totally burnt out.
I'm so worried about tml's Bio test.
What if I feel drowsy and cannot write fast enough? Then my essay will be gone already!
):
Should try to sleep early today.

Hahax.
And I got a $20 Popular voucher, as a Consolation prize for the Cyberwellness Quiz.
Oh well.
I think I know why the teacher just gave it out to us yesterday...
Because he went for RESERVICE!
No wonder.
I was thinking why? I mean, I thought he gave up the idea of giving it out during morning assembly.
Hahax.
Now I know why already.

Maybe my mind has not totally doze off yet, for today.

Helped in the Pioneer Palette thing.
Did the parts on touching up, and erasing the pencil marks, clearing of rubbish and bringing the ground sheet to MPR5.
Hahax.
All those little stuff.
I seriously slacked a lot.

YC very ke lian.
Hahax (Oops, no, I'm not laughing at you, YC).
Always got bullied by his classmates and even teacher...
Okay, not really bully... but is make fun of...
Always got sabo-ed by friends...
Sigh.
Luckily that YC has a very good temper. ^_^
And that he understood that actually, everyone was just playing with him... just that maybe sometimes, we went a little bit too far.
He's very stressed 'cos of PW.
Kana rejected so many (donkey) times.
Sigh.
I seriously hope that this time, our GPP won't be rejected... or even if got rejected, is only due to a very minor issue. If not, I think YC will break down already... (but to think of it... he spent the least time editing... maybe it's me who would break down... 'cos I spent a total of about 17 hours editing the whole GPP..)
17 hours of my life doing 1 single thing!!!
You see how "wasted" is it?
Okay... you can say that is I edit too slow...
You can also say that I'm looking into too minor details...
Whatever~ I just did it for the group.
Just hope that we can get GPP over and done with and start soomthly on our EoM which, I foresee, will be very, very difficult.

Nonetheless, we will still try our best, won't we?
We have to sercure the A (or the lowest a B) for PW.
Sigh.
But I think I'll pull the group down during the OP.
I know my weakness.
I can only write but I can't speak - coherently.
I stumble.
I can't say my ideas out fluently...
Maybe I'll need many many times of rehersals for my OP.
Till I can say my part backwards.

Anyway, I'm still trying to figure out how to balance my timetable.
I seriously know that I'm neglecting a lot of my subjects, especially GP and CSE.
I need to devise a ver good timetable for myself!
If not, I would fail my CSE mid-year, I tell ya.
Up till now, I still cannot get the content into my head!
I'm so fustrated!
>:(((((

I think I study best when I study at home, for the time being now.
If it's a study group, it has to be a quiet study group... which really defeats the purpose in the end...
Nevermind...
I shall try to find my way through soon.
Wish me luck.

9:
Cafe is a bad place for studying, 'cos everytime I'm there, I'll end up eating instead of studying... unless, well, I'd eaten before that.

Hehex.
:D

Weird Days

2009-05-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

Or maybe it's that my theory of emotions balance is true?
That if you laugh too much today, you will be angry/sad the next.
And if you are angry today, you will feel better tomorrow.
Somehow, the emotions just balance themselves out, spread out equally everyday.

Yesterday, I was so super angry (yeah. Deleted it 'cos I realized that I'd exposed too much of her identity.).
Today morning didn't really go well 'cos I got scolded by bus driver (well, this time for a valid reason - I was just too inconsiderate).
Okay, then reached school gate and surprised to find our Bio Tutor there monitoring our... erm... healthiness looks (??).

Then another thing that make me so happy today is that I finally broke my record!!!!
I PASSED MY FITNESS TEST (EXCEPT FOR SHUTTLE RUN ONLY)!!!
2.4 km : 17 min 8 sec (Best timing so far in all these years! Finally passed this stupid run le!!)
Shuttle run: 12.8sec (Failed by 0.2 sec - what the hell...)
Sit-ups: 21 in 1 minute (T_T actually aimed for 30...)
Standing Board Jump: 163 cm (Hey! My height! Just realised it hahax!)
Sit-and-reach: 35 cm (or is it 36cm?)
Inclined pull-ups: 5 in 30 sec (Okay, at least I broke the record of only 3)

YEAYEA! Only needa retest shuttle run!
Sigh. 0.2 seconds.

But of course, sandwiched between is a time when I feel guilty.
I ate something that I should not have eaten.
I'm so super guilty, man!
I had made a promise yet I broke it (again) today!
):
Upset with myself.
No integrity.

Then, I was laughing through PW lesson when XH's blog was flashed on the screen.
It's bad lah.
XH is my friend yet I laughed at her.
I'm becoming very bad.
Always laugh at inappropriate times.
Should have more self-control.
:\

Then was discussing GPP with my group members.
LR's plan is chosen!
'Cos after using the what V... whatever whatever (absolute) thing
Okay! My group members, let's do it once and do it excellent! >:(

And hahax. Well, doing peer marking now.

Oh and here's a recent doodle I did (just yesterday, actually...) (:

P.S. And what the hell?! My "Mina" is a ah lian?! WHY???!!!
Mina is so cute! How can she be a ah lian?!
See my Mina! She's so cute!!!! :3
She is not ah lian!!! >.<

Hmm... 70th post

2009-05-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

I think my problem is that I focus on myself too much already.
Should focus more on doing my HW...
=.=
I see that it is piling up like a moutain.
Especially GP.

Gotta wake up now.
If not, I'll be as lag as my computer is now.

Becoming a bad person...?

2009-05-02T09:28:00.002+08:00

This is so bad.
I think that it is ME who is becoming BAD-DER. Not my life.

I feel like I'm not in control of myself anymore.
Hahax... Teenage rebellion, is it this they call?
But... isn't a bit too late?
I mean, I'm at the last stages of teenage life (2+ more years and it's over), and I start to rebel now?
Ain't I stupid?
:P

Not that I agree that everyone should become bad during their teenage years...
(I think that you should be at your best behaviour no matter how young/ old you are)
but what exactly is happening to me I have no idea. So, I proposed that ridiculous explanation.

I know that I'm not rebelling yet, as a whole.
It's that I have a rebellious soul that I'm losing control over.
This soul I have in me is becoming worse in actions, thoughts, speeches...
She started as humble, then proud, and now arrogant.
She started as hardworking, then lazy and now hibernates.
She started as sensible, then bad and now swears in her head.
She started as accepting, then accommodating, and now intolerant.

She stops respecting her elders, her teachers, her parents.
She starts to venture out to places without her parents' permissions.
She starts to do things without thinking.
She starts to say things without thinking.
She starts to write things without thinking.

She has a great deal of faults now.
I have no idea what caused all these.

She wants to be friends with everyone initially, but now am competitive with everyone.
Survival skills? Not really. I don't think that it is.

She once has sympathy for people around her, but now am selfish and refuse to give up her seats to those who need it more.

I'm not here to boast about how good a person I am initially.
This is not my intention, so don't be mistaken.

Another fault she and I have is: we always phrase our words so wrongly that they give the wrong message to people.

This is meant to be my self-reflection.
Never to boast about my initial good traits.
Hell, what do I have to boast about when I do not have anymore good traits now, right?
(Nevermind if you disagree, though. People are free to think what they want to think of me)

I need to regain my self-discipline.
I'm really going astray...

And I feel so much like a loser.
Unable to control my soul, myself.
I am really a sore loser.

Seriously, I think that I'm going crazy.
Unable to even tolerate her and her bad traits.
I shall be an empty shell.
A living corpse, heard of it? Yeah, I'll be like one soon.
With form but no soul.

'Cos she is a bad soul that I intend to get rid of.

Spare her as she has been royal to me?
I may consider that, but she must promise me that she will be good again and this time, for ever.

Wish me luck in accomplishing this task.
But for now, I need to rush my PI.

)):
And no, I 'm not any better than anyone of you.
If you compare you with me, you will find that actually, you are superior than me, in many ways.
I'm not one to be admired.
'Cos I'm never a good role model.

好久不见了，华语。。。

2009-04-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

这地确让我显得很随性。。。
就这样突然地用华语来写博客。哈哈。
不过，回想起来，我又好一大段时间没写华文字了。
我还真怕有一天，我连我的华文名都忘了怎么写。
虽是华人，度过高级花纹，但忘记自己的华文名。。。有多丢脸啊！
不行！我必须有空时就用华语写些东西！
要不，我看我真的会是个不懂华文的华人。

亏我的PW的计划是要保留华人的传统文化，如果我自己连华文都忘了怎么写。。。那么，哪还有什么说服力？
最后只是纸上谈兵，什么实用都没有。。。
嗯！我一定要时常用华文来写字！
：）

我不能忘了我的母语还是华文！
唯一一点是现在，我不是被逼学华语的。
我是真的，真心的要用华语来写字！
〉：）

66th post and..?

2009-04-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

A week had passed again.
Accomplished nothing much.
And having some bad habits already, which is bad.

I fell asleep during break times.
This is bad.
Should cut down my time on using the computer.

I somehow think that I'm addicted to computer.
This is VERY bad.

Never been able to feel really happy these days.
Even if I do, I feared that I need to compensate for it soon enough, with angriness or sadness.
:(
Why can't I be laughing everyday, throughout the day?
Okay, I may look a bit off-center, like a mad woman... but it's really a privilege that someone can laugh with no worries.
It is a privilege that many people don't know about.

I no longer feel happy when my results are good.
Maybe that's because I'm getting immuned to it.
Instead, I keep seeing the silly mistakes I made that caused me the marks.
I'm so losing my optimism.
D:
That's bad too.

Everything is getting worse in my life.
Yeah, my life is just getting bad-der...

65th post

2009-04-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sianx.
Today laughed too much le.
I think I will have to compensate for it soon.
Maybe my PI Draft 2 got lower than PI Draft 1.
Maybe I never pass my 2.4km (or worse, fail by a few seconds).
Maybe I flunked my CSE Essay test tomorrow.

Sigh.
Life is getting bad-der.

And all my past-time favourites are gone

2009-04-19T16:58:00.003+08:00

Seriously, recently I have no time to do what I like (apart from doing Maths and Sci HW)...
I stopped reading storybooks (and am ready factual Newsweek, TIME and Broader Perspectives)
I stopped composing midis
I stopped drawing my comics (Cute Marin, I'm so sorry to have neglected you!)
i stopped playing the piano (partly because my keyboard has gathered dust in a corner of my room, plug not in socket)
I stopped memorizing scores (And I wanted to learn how to play "Still Doll" a lot!!)
I stopped blogging for quite some time (But has some positive sides to it)
I stopped being optimistic (Hell, why like that?!)
Most importantly, I stopped having enough sleep (Life of a vampire??... Should drink blood then)

Sigh.
Well, I need to find time for drawing my comic!
I need to find time to compose more midis!
I need to find time to sleep more!
I need to find time to play the piano!
:(((((

Why is life like that?
I need my real holidays.
Marin!!!! Forgive me... I have not been a good creator (Mama).

It's quite depressing, sometimes.
Really, it is.

Well, but I don't need a counselor just yet.
Just yet...
But if I do, I can find A.
hahax
She's our Peer-coach! :3

Well, everyone, just hold on tight to the sides of the boat
Puke all you want, but don't drown in the sea.

It's Saturday tml...

2009-03-27T22:22:00.001+08:00

... and I hear thunder now.

Just a random post.
Meaningless post that you can ignore
Sorry, just want to keep my blog alive for a bit more while.

China In Focus 2009

2009-03-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

Playing "10 days in Asia" when having our break...

The cards of the drawing pile...

Evidence of my boredom during my break

The map accompanying the board game

Cover of the board game. All rights reserved.

Our food... yes, OUR food.. including for visitors.

Second section of the day: Sharings by two guests

Lianhe Zao Bao jounralist talking

Oh man... I'm in this photo...

It's still the sharing...

Chinese...

Chinese...

And still, Chinese...

No comments...

Forum section

Heyya! 2 of our reporters

Start of event.. and Oops, my hand shook

Pretty Banner

Visitors touring our school after lunch

Candice and Dong Hui (Chinese reporter) (:

OI~!

Doing serious work...?

YAY! Best friends forever~

Random picture

Empty Good News Cafe

Mr Lim and someone

Crystal!

Today's program didn't went idealily...
It's really bad
Very bad
It's so embarrassing to even write about it down here
But really.. it's kind of unexpected...

It's really very bad
Today's situation
It's perhaps the worst that I've ever seen

PJC is the host for this event
However, her students actually left before the whole thing ended (after lunch)
The worse thing is that a few of her students actually left HALF-WAY when the professors were still talking on stage!
Oh man, this is so embarrassing!
It's like not giving our distinguished guests any face!
We are TOO rude!!
It's worse than nodding off asleep during the talk
At least, if they really want to leave, please leave during the intermission
Don't leave when our guests are still talking!
):

Well, anyway, they changed positions and I was interviewing the students
Not successful here either
'Cos many students are quite shy... and they usually give mono-word answers...
Well, some even kids around
And well... our reports are very, very short
How to squeeze out a longer one out of the short answers they gave?
I pity the J2 in charge of compiling the interviews scripts
She must have a hard time over the holiday doing the ~~"shit"~~ job...

Lunch is also bad
I don't know, but somehow I'd expected it to be a buffet or something grand
In the end, I'm disappointed (and I guess many of our visitors were disappointed too)
It's just packets of rice and veggies (and drumstick - for non-vegetarian. Mock drumstick and sausage- for vegetarian)...
Well, the only thing is that the packet is a decent-looking lunch-box style packet...
But still, it still feels like we are very sui bian in providing the food
Oh my god.
Why does this happen?

Then a lot of students (from other schools) and teachers went off after lunch!
But there is still one more program left for the afternoon!!
Hey people, don't you know that there's still program for you till 3 pm?
Why leave so early?
Why the urge?
I mean, nobody is chasing you off the school grounds, why do you all left so early?

So, in the end... only about (pathetically) 10 to 20 secondary students actually stayed and listen to the talk in LT1... and I dare not go and see the situation in LT4... where it's so near to the foyer, which leads to the main gate of our school...

I don't know
But really, today's program totally failed!
I bet that the feedback forms received is only about 1% of the population that came to the seminar in the morning...

But seriously, the seminar is not for me too
Too dry and I'm just not used to it
A lot of things the professors talked about are things I have no idea of (Well, partly due to me not researching beforehand too)
Then, wen they talked in Mandarin, I keep (almost) nodding off 'cos really, if I can't understand it in English, I won't understand it in Chinese (especially when discussing serious stuff like China)...

It's only during the forum where things get livelier and laughters start bursting
Sadly, I need to leave half-way during the forum for my duties
At least, I'd endured through the driest part of the seminar
*Pats myself on my shoulder*
(:

Haix
Was very tired when I went home that I literally fainted on my bed
Hahax
>.<>

Introducing Alfred!

2009-03-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

Alfred is so cute! AH!
Alfred is so cute! OH!
Alfred is so cute, cute, CUTE!
Alfred is so cute! YEAH!
(:P)

Isn't my Alfred cute??
:3

Sorry, I just get excited over cute stuff toys.
Hahax

Holidays are NOT coming...

2009-03-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

Tml we have the "Engaging China" seminar...
I'm the reporter from China Desk
And guess what?
I'm interviewing the VIPs!
Holy God, what am I suppose to do?!

I actually wanted to be an usher
But landed up in this position
Plus, I'm so ignorant
I'm so afraid that I'll lose the school's face in front of the VIPs la
OMG
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?

Can't take it.

Help me~!!

Pray for me and wish me that I don't be like Clown tml and loses everyone's faces
Oh man
I need CONFIDENCE and KNOWLEDGE~!!!

T.T

Then there is a pile of HW to be killed during the holidays
I needa catch up on my Maths
Stupid Maths

=.=
And I thought that I'd once loved it so much
Why does it have to do this to me??!!

Nostalgia

2009-03-07T13:47:00.002+08:00

And so, I went back to Swiss to get my "O" level certificate yesterday (NO SGC! WHY~?)...
Everything is still the same but the atmosphere has sunk...
I don't know... maybe it's Friday... or something else
There's something wrong with the atmosphere there...
So heavy... especially in the General Office area...
Though the students are as lively as ever, the atmosphere is still weird as compared to when I was there
WHAT HAPPENED??!!

Anyway, went to find LM
They were doing the NYAA thing
I admire them 'cos for me, the CCA teacher at that time didn't even bother to return us the book for us to write
So, I actually wasted money in signing up for a NYAA (Bronze) award that I will never get
Why ruin my testimonial?
Then, I begin to remorse and hated myself for being so stupid and not signing up for this year's NYAA (Silver) award.
Then again, I comforted myself - since I never got the Bronze, it's highly unlikely that I'll get the Silver award.
I feel so guilty.
Please help me to erase it.

YL, YX, WL, AG and I nested in the Guides' Den and talks about the past...
About some guy molesting a male teacher
About ZY's sports shoe which the sole dropped out after YX ran wearing it
Then we are talking about the present
About NYAA (unfortunately)
About school (YL was asking us not to mug so hard and got criticism from YX)
About JJ's enrichment thing
About how we may got chocked on Gobstopper

Then I met some teachers
Mrs Wong, who thought that I got an A1 for English (I got an A2, actually)
Mr Ngoh, whom YL and I only caught the sight of his back and smelt some of his perfume (LOL)
Mr Seow talking to other ex-Swiss students
Z, who is always so ying hun bu san (LOL)

Then I met some friends
E, C, ZL (who pestered me to vote for him - He's into PJ's SC), SK, ZH (Long time no see! Can't recoginze his changed voice)...

Then YL and I went back to our 4E5'08 classroom, which still belongs to 4E5 now
Surprisingly, Ms C's World Map is still on the wall
I bet she will be happy to know that
Their subject teachers are totally different, except for Mr Micheal, who still teaches 4E5 P.E.
They got 1st Runner-up for the CNY class Deco (Woohoo! Good Job!)
4E5'09 rock on!

YL and I toured around the school, but it's dead 'cos everyone has gone for CCA
So sad
Didn't get to talk to Mr Ngoh
I missed his jokes very much
Let us do a super huge card for him again, shall we?

No wonder I don't like to go back to my old schools..
All the good and bad memories just keep rushing to me
When I was about to forget them
Especially the bad ones

When can I erase them?

I'm sick.

Nostalgic.

I wonder if I'm ruining my own name...

2009-02-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

Read this article extratct from here:

KUALA LUMPUR, Dec 18 (Bernama) -- National swimmer, Khoo Cai Lin swam to a new national and Games record in the 200m freestyle event on the second day of the Asean University Games swimming competition held at the National Aquatic Centre in Bukit Jalil, here Thursday.

"My aim today was to do well in this event but I did not expect to renew the national record. I am happy with the timing, it was also a new Games record as well," said the 20-year-old Cai Lin.

In today's 200m freestyle event, Cai Lin clocked two minutes 3.55 seconds to erase her own national record of 2:04.65s made during the Malaysian Open Swimming Championship held at the same venue in August.

She also erased the Games record of 2:09.46s set by Parichat Wongpila in Hanoi, Vietnam in 2006.

The silver medal was won by Nancy Suryaatmadia of Indonesia who clocked 2:12.36s while Thailand's Methawee Metheesart took the bronze in 2:12.79s.

Cai Lin will be competing in her favourite event, the 400m freestyle tomorrow.

"I hope to do my best tomorrow. My target is to erase the national record set by Nurul Huda Abdullah," she said.

See what I mean? While the other Cai Lin in the country next to mine is doing so well in sports, I can't even pass my Fitness Test, for 10 years straight.
What a disappointment.
Haix.
Still, I'm not Khoo Cai Lin... so I guess nevermind...

Anyway, another interesting thing I've found... I got 20 search results on Google when I typed "Chua Cai Lin" (which the "), and only 1 of them is not referring to me.
Cool, right? :)
Guess that there are not many Chua Cai Lin out there, then.

So, today, I don't know if there is any CCA or not (If there is, they can't blame me 'cos I really don't know. I don't even think that they got say about when is the next meeting for China Desk lor.)... and I came back home.
Did and finished up the CLASS BLOG.
Yup, class blog for PJC 09S02!!! :D
Finally!
Hope that the blog won't die soon and will live for at least till end of next year!

Happy birthday to our class blog!

Hmm... so China Desk... I've decided to join it already (since anyway, I'm not in the Sudent Council, which is really a relief - seriously! No sacarism here!)
But then the problem is: WHEN IS THE NEXT MEETING? IS IT TODAY?!

Haix. Anything. Anyway, I'm already home.
I hear thunder.
They can't expect me to go back to school just to check out if there is CCA today or not, right?

Haix.
PW.
What the hell.
Nevermind.
Was just talking to myself.

Orientation Days

2009-02-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

We just had 3 days of orientation (2nd round) with our classes!
^_^
My class is 09S02 and we are in ORION Orientation group!

Some Orion Cheers!!
#1
We are family! Orion, Pavo, Cygnus and me!
We are family! Orion, Pavo, Cygnus and me!
#2
Give me 1 Orion clap, Bang!
Give me 2 Orion claps, Bang! Bang!
Give me 3 Orion claps, Bang! Bang! Boom!
#3
We Orion went for a hunt, Wu Ha Wu Ha Ha
On this hunt we hunted some (bear), Wu Ha Wu Ha Ha
They bomb us and we don't care
They shoot us and we shoot back
We have bullets everywhere, Wu Ha Wu Ha Ha!
#4
What?
What did they say?
What the, What the, huh huh huh?
What the, What the, huh huh huh?
What the, What the, huh huh huh?
What the, What the, huh huh huh?
Woooo~
#5
Don't mess with the best 'cos the best don't mess
Don't mess with the cool 'cos the cool don't fool
Don't mess (clap x2)
Don't fool (x2)
Don't mess with the best 'cos we are the best
#6
Orion, Wu! Orion, Ah!
Orion, Orion, Wu La La!
Orion, here! Orion, there!
Orion, Orion, everywhere!
Oh... one more time!
(Repeats line 1 to 4)
Oh... one last time!
(Repeats line 1 to 4)
O... Rion!!

We all got very high yesterday, at our finale, where we did our Mass Dance, Cute Dance and Fun Dance at the parade square after our dinner at about 8pm.
I was screaming my head off while dancing.
Yes, I know how to scream le!!
Hahax.

Took many photos as a class yesterday too.

Very fun and high day!!

Hmm... and the PJC logo filled with our folded paper stars is very nice!
I can see those stars that I'd folded in there, shining...
Hahax. Just kidding.

>.<

Wanna dance again like mad with my cohort.
Sad, orientation is over already.
So fast!!

Monday starts school, and I'm eding at 4pm (yeah!).

So now, I'm trying to see if I can get into the Student Council.
-_-
Hmm.. will I get chosen?
Hell knows.
Heaven knows too.
But I don't know.

Hmm... let's leave it all to fate.
I believe that it's been written.

So, my new classmates, I'm your Chemistry Rep!
Gonna get all of your HP numbers and I shall call during the phone relay.
Hmm.. why don't my parents let me get HP? Then I'll only need to SMS them.
Don't need to phone them.

=_=

Well, so life will be hectic from now on.
I may not blog as often.
That's very sad.
Maybe I should try to keep a diary, so that I can record each and every memorable event that happened in these coming 2 years.
:)

List of my NEW friends in PJC
(Don't be disappointed when your name isn't here... my bad, I just can't remember you just yet) :
- Jane
- Boon Hwee (Haven't seen her for days le)
- Valerie
- Xiu Hui
- Rui San (Haven't seen her for days)
- Mayvin
- Zi Tan (Is this the correct spelling? And sorry, I can't remember your English name :P)
- Yi Wen (Haven't seen her for days too)
- Jasper
- Samantha

ARRRR... my poor memory!!
T_T

Haix.
Signing off now.
And oops, I haven't replied Joyce yet.
Shall reply her soon.

Yups.

PJC

2009-02-04T18:54:00.003+08:00

Geez. Today went home the earliest, so I'll be posting a short one now.

Today, I saw Mrs Sng (yes, our Sec 4 S.S. teacher) on 985 bus in the morning.
LOL. I don't know if she saw me smiling.
She was listening to her iPod (Wow, tech-savvy!), until she reached HomeTeam NS stop.

So... today we had talks today... about CIP and CCA.
Then, we had intro lectures (like yesterday)...
The funny thing is that after the Lit. intro lecture, I didn't feel like taking that subject anymore.
Same for Geography.
So, in the end, I chose H! China Studies in English.
Somehow, when I was attending all the intro lectures (today), only the one on China Studies interests me.

Physics intro lecture yesterday tuned me off, totally.
=_=
Guess I didn't like Physics anymore.
But, there are so many new friends of mine taking it... I can't imagine me taking Physics
(though I'm aiming to do Bioengineering at NUS, which needs a bit of Physics).

I went to see the CCA booths with my new friends...
Again, I'm indecisive....
China Desk (A new CCA) or Bowling?
(I'd eliminated the other two: Eng Drama and Media Club, due to parental issues :P)

ARRRRR... Why is it that decisions are so crappy hard to make?
-_-
Haix.
So?
What should I take up?

By the way, I noticed one odd thing about the toilets in our school...
The cubicles don't have toilet papers.
It's one whole roll on the wall outside all the four cubicles.
That means that if you want to 'make cake', you must ensure that you take enough toilet paper before you go into the cubicle, because when you go in, there is no coming out...

Hahax. Vegetarian stall's food is quite nice.
Gonna try french fries from the Western food stall some other day.

There is a tibit vending machine in our school canteen (BTW, I can't find the toilet though the sign was up there...).
It sells cup instant noodles (no wonder there is a HOT water supply from the ordinary lokking water cooler), potato chips (BBQ-cum-spicy flavour), chocolate, mint sweets, biscuits and etc.

The ThistQuecher stall sells sandwiches, bread, hamburgers and some tibits too.

:>
Always spolit for choices.
But can't eat too much heaty food, if not, I'll get sick easily.
Too bad~

Hahax.
So, my school is still quite fun lah.
I've got no complaints, just that some of the teachers are quite daunting...
Notoriously-firece librian... but then, if you don't break the rules, she won't do anything to you at all.

I think that's about it.
Will try to post asap

LOL.

2009-01-31T13:44:00.000+08:00

By our 2E6'06 classmates...

JAE posting reaults

2009-01-31T12:52:00.002+08:00

Yup, so I got into PJC, as expected.
I'm in the Science stream, and what subjects do I want to take?

H2 Maths
H2 Chemistry
H2 Biology (In the end, I think that I shouldn't waste it)
H1 English Lit

:)

新年快乐！

2009-01-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

又是新的一年了！
祝大家身体健康，万事如意，心想事成！

正年初一
去公公家，然后到大姨家拜年。
红包好多，好多。。。

正年初二
在家休息

正年初三
和爸，妈去飞禽公园

正年初四
在家写博客 :D

(Sorry, but if you can't read it, too bad... >.<)

[50th post] Reviewing my past 4 years...

2009-01-20T12:33:00.004+08:00

So, what do I missed about my days in SCSS?
Hmm...
(N.B.: List is NOT in chronological order)

What I missed about my Sec 1 life:
+ The ignorance I had during Choir
+ The ET times when I finally can catch up with YX during the first few rounds
+ The cateen stall 1's sweet corn
+ Making wriggling shadows with YX at the corridor (and being spotted by the then Ms Kaur)
+ Manga enrichment, where a mystery boy (BT) appeared for the first time
+ Orientation Days...Amazing Race...Navaho... RY apologizing during the "We will rock you" Sa-lah part
+ Journal writing... Mrs Wai's stickers (in my diary), chocolate (during CNY) and tag (for Youth Day)
+ Going bowling with YX, ZY and YL (sometimes with WL) and sharing the rented bowling shoes among us

What I missed about my Sec 2 life:
+ The times with YX, ZY, YL and WL
+ The day when I really forgot what ZY's name is (was this in Sec 2 or Sec 1??)
+ Rehersing for Speech Day (but on my Outing Day!!)
+ Bowling enrichment lessons at Home Team NS when I met my primary school classmate, BT
+ Wearing size 4 bowling shoes (same shoe size as YL's)
+ Sharing the bandung juice with YL (during bowling enrichment)
+ Squabbling about Clown (LOL...)
+ Going outside of school to eat with YX, ZY and YL
+ Peeking at Guides' Rehersal in hall and saw Adeline
+ Going to Sec 3 block to wait for Adeline with YX
+ Drawing a class poster (the one which KH commented that the person's ring finger should be longer than the pointing finger)
+ Going for my first camp in my life -- Sec 2 camp (with no campfire on the last day due to the haze!!)
+ Encountering a ghostly experience of hearing footsteps behind me after I took every step down the staircase
+ Naming Clown "Clown"... (BTW, I had a nudge that he knew it all along that it was me who nicknamed him...)

What I missed about my Sec 3 life:
+ The sitting in groups arrangement (that made walking impossible)
+ Mrs Lui and her Geog lessons (Ha! My wirting speed was fast then... but messy!)
+ "RER" (Rough Endoplasmic Reticulum)... Ms Chew can't hear what I said
+ Mrs V's innovative lessons... Group work, "Online mooching"... "Iqbal" movie screening (In the end, I didn't watch the whole movie, still)
+ Ms Lim intimidating us (LOL)
+ Our slacking SS lessons
+ Debating with WL on who should help to hand up the Maths HW... -_-||| I fell down (LOL)
+ Doing the Noticeboard all on my own
+ Journal writing!! (like mad!!)
+ Walking the stairs to the classroom... and imagining that I was wearing a cloak - a long, black cloak...LOL
+ The flowers, the tress... the snail on the wall
+ Scolding about Toilet with SC and LM
+ Choir camp... the Christmas gift exchange, especially
+ Encountering a female ghost in the toilet for a split second
+ Being angry about not able to go to the what Army Open House...
+ Trying to walk the other ways so that I can avoid bumping into Clown... =_=

What I missed about my Sec 4 life:
+ Mr Ngoh and his jokes (God, how did he have a continuous flow of new jokes?!)
+ Mdm Zainab's very, very sweet cupcake she gave before our "O" levels
+ Mrs Wong's advices to invest in good electronic dictionary (during start of year) and good pens (before exams)
+ Phrase book!! Ahhhaaaax
+ Mrs Wong's personal stories
+ June holiday remedial lessons (when we see Mr Ngoh in his T-shirt)
+ Filming the class video that never completes (Seeing YL in the show...LOL)
+ Seeing DW laugh until fall down, knocking down her chair during Speech Day
+ Eavesdropping on KS, DW, HQ and YJ (LOL...)
+ Sitting with S... Thus, improving my Eng Oral Conversation skills
+ Art room ghost stories by Mr Ang... and we tried to mimick the scene during class video filming session... stack of chairs... Holy chair, man!
+ Mr Ang's ghost stories about his dad... a very loud knock on the door... SW and QX screams
+ Mr Ravi (who didn't join us during Teacher's Day...sad)
+ Making Teacher's Day cards for teachers with K, KH, YL and WL.
+ Making the collarge (?) thing with YJ, K, YL, WL, KH and many other people like M, QX etc.
+ Studying at the bench outside the library with K, S, YL, KH and seeing K teasing KH (LOL)
+ Many, many "love" affairs of our class...
+ Soft toy idea that everntually never realizes (same with the mini library concept)
+ The day I'm officially out of Choir *Money bag as a farewell gift from LM)
+ Playing Winnie The Pooh with YJ
+ Eating pizza and cake in the canteen, as a class
+ CNY Deco :)
+ The CD lesson where there is a play and DW and KH acted as wife and husband in the play :P
+ Extra lessons at AVA 1 with other classes when some are having the Intensive MT Training
+ Going out to somewhere (I just know that it's quite far away...) with SC, wothout my mum accompanying, on bus 985... Woohs! Freedom rocks!
+ Question sessions with various teachers, accompanied by S, K, YL, WL and sometimes KH before the actual "O" level exam... Hahax... Fly swatter... :X
+ Sharing my ghostly encounters with YL and WL in the canteen during recess
+ Vegetarian stall's laksa!!!
+ Complaining about the rice stall's unhygienic food stuff...LOL

What I missed about my 4 years in SCSS:
+ Walking to school with my mum every single morning
+ Walking back home iwth YL (only during Sec 3 and Sec 4)
+ Doing some projects at my house (and ZY and YX came along too)
+ Doing projects at YS's and SH's house (Sec 1 and Sec2)
+ Playing the piano in the canteen (Hahax...and leaving a Milo stain on it during Sec 1 or 2, which I found out that was still there before the piano was moved for repairing during Sec 4...)

What I'm truly happy about leaving SCSS:
+ No more Toilet (Read: No more crying too)!!!
+ No more Clown!!! (Well, to be more precise, actually I have forgiven him already...)
[Arghs] But then, I still have to thank Choir (Read: Toilet as a tiny part) for teaching me basic music stuff so that I can know how to compose my many midis...
And I have to thank Clown for introducing musicals to us... making me a musical fan for now :|

Geez... so end of review of my past 4 years (2005 - 2008).
Fruitful years? Nah, I don't think so...
But it's definitely full of fun and laughter! :D
Thanks to everyone who contributed to each and every of my memories!
Will miss all of ya!
:P

BTW, I gave up playing Dracula's Riddle.
Why?
Simply because I can't go on to the next level without cheating.
What exactly is my IQ level?! :|

INFLATION!!!

2009-01-16T15:32:00.002+08:00

Man, went to NUH "G" clinic for appointment...
$107 for the bills!
And you know what? It's only for consultation ($85.95) and a blood test for hormone levels ($100)..!
After subsidy, it still costs $107!!!

I think that even if a patient is fine, he/she will get sick after looking at the medical bills...
Really, in Singapore, you can live but cannot fall ill...

What the heck!
My money bag just got a big hole...
T_T

Inflation is a demon that never dies...

Funny bits

2009-01-15T15:05:00.002+08:00

Some things that I find funny...
Well, not "some" but only two...

1. I saw this question in this "My little thinking book 2" which I bought when I was in Primary school...
The question is "A man was born in the year 1340 and yet he died in the year 1310. How is this possible?"
Well...the first thing that came into my mind was "The man reincarnated"
Hahahax!!
The correct answer is that he was born in 1340 B.C. and died in 1310 B.C.
But then...maybe...with that kind of technology they had that time...
The people must have made a mistake when recording it down, don't you think?
:P

2. I saw this section in this book, "Thanks for the Memories" by Cecelia Ahern, Chapter 20, page 232.
I was roaring with laughter when I read this...but then, it's kinda rude to laugh at such things...
-EXTRACT-
"It's nice to be important, Gracie, but it's more important to be nice. Particularly when in another country," says the man who hasn't left the province of Leinster for ten years.
"Will you stop shouting?"
"I can't help it. My ears feel funny."
"Either yawn or hold your nose and blow. It will help your ears to pop."
He stands by the conveyor belt, purple-faced, with his cheeks puffed out and his fingers over his nose. He takes a deep breath and pushes. He lets out a fart.
-END OF EXTRACT-
...See what I mean?
:D

And what the hell, my Rewritable CD is stuck in the CD drive.
My computer has gone bonkers.... My $2.50 new CD-RW!!
>.<
One day, I will also go crazy with this lousy computer.
Sort-sort liaox...

I did the JAE yesterday...but didn't have a printer, so asked YL to help me print...
YL, did you see the email?
And thanks again if you (YL) printed it out for me already :)

My "O" Level Results...

2009-01-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

Okay, before I write crap again, I'll list my results...

English - A2 [Unexpected]
Combined Humanities - A2 [ TOTALLY Unexpected]
Maths - A1
Additional Maths - A1
Physics - A2
Chemistry - A2 [Mdm Tan, please strangle me!]
Biology - A1
Higher Chinese - A2 [Unexpected]
Chinese (Taken in 2007) - A1

So, a total of 4 A1s and 5 A2s.

L1R5 = 8
L1R4=6

And my choices of school?
(Don't be shocked.)
Main criterion : Distance from my house

1,2. Pioneer JC
(Science stream followed by Arts stream)
3,4. National JC
5,6. Anderson JC
7 to 12. Singapore Poly

:P
And YJ! You saw my blog, read my blog but why didn't you tag?
>.<

At least, I can "relax" a bit for now...
Phew~

Congrats to all SCSS Top students this year!
(Eh?)

Class Tee...Class Tee...
Maybe KH would need to deliver it to my house.
Sorry!
D:

First post of 2009

2009-01-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

^_^
Oh yes! Happy birthday to Wan Ling!! :D

May all of your wishes come true!

Last post of 2008

2008-12-31T16:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO ALL!!

BTW, today, my mum and I had gone on a wasted trip.
Took 188 to Polyclinic then we found out that it was only opened for half-day.
So we board 941 from the Polyclinic to BB interchange.
Then, we took 947 (? I think so) back home.

Wanted to go Teck Whye but my mum's EZ-link card out of money.
T_T

Oh, and when does our EZ-link cards expire??
Today?
Then what about the money??!!

And! When are we going to get our testimonials?!
We paid the stamp and that stupid card has not been mailed out to us?!
>.<

Listening to 98.7FM Top 100 countdown.
Bye-bye.
See you all next year! :D

Recommended Books

2008-12-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

Here is the list of books that I feel is worth reading...
(Have nothing to post, so I'm posting random stuff)

1. The Kite Runner
2. Fruits Basket comic (Vol1- Vol23)
3. Twilight
4. The Five People You Meet In Heaven
5. Sophie's World
6. Flirting With Disaster

Can't think of other books...Haix

Still trying to beautify my "Red Lullaby"....
>.<

Music Review: Sweeney Todd (Continued)

2008-12-26T13:37:00.003+08:00

OK! Shall continue from yesterday...
Anyway, I found that some of the songs are faulty...or are the original versions which I'm not talking about for the CD.
(You know, they cut the songs down to a bit left...that's why the movie seems like...you cannot really comprehend. A lot of holes there)

JOHANNA
Rating: 5 stars
Swoons over the voice of Jamie Campbell Bower (if I'm not mistaken).
Hahax. Nice one and it sounds a bit...sad. The tune, I mean.

PIRELLI'S MIRACLE ELIXIR
Rating: 4.5 stars
Cute song :3 Has the "old-old" style and I like the middle part, where it gets lively.

THE CONTEST
Rating: 5 stars
I laugh every time I hear this one.
French accent. Those Rrrrrrr things.
Ahahax.
Soprano, man!

WAIT
Rating: 5 stars
Black lullaby! Evil yet soft. Soft evilness?? LOL.
I like it because it actually puts elements of lullaby and evilness together.
Two opposite elements as one.
Cool. :D

PRETTY WOMEN
Rating: 4 stars
No comments, but the part where Sweeney Todd is about to kill Judge Turpin and yet Judge Turpin suddenly sings a lively tune all of a sudden is...morbidly funny.
LOL.

EPIPHANY
Rating: 3 stars
Not that this song is that bad...anyway, when I hear this song for the first time, I thought it sounded like...
Erm...I think I meant to say that the singing technique (? Singing with anger) used in this song is the same as the one used in one of the songs from Phantom of the Opera.
Am I talking crap?

A LITTLE PRIEST
Rating: 4 stars
A morbid song. Truly morbid.
And they are happy over it.

JOHANNA (TRIO)
Rating: 4 stars
Still, I like the combined vocal parts of Sweeney Todd and Anthony Hope.
I don't really like the Beggar Woman's part where she sings "City's on Fire"...

GOD, THAT'S GOOD!
Rating: 5 stars
What can I say? It's the same tune as Pirelli's Miracle Elixir.
Mrs Lovett's initial part in this song is funny...sounded like she sings off-tune but that's actually how the song's suppose to be...LOL

BY THE SEA
Rating: 4.5 stars
I love the part "Bring your chopper"!!!!
Very funny!
And it's a cooling song...you can hear it from its tune...very holiday-at-the-sea-like.

NOT WHILE I'M AROUND
Rating: 5 stars
A very pure, innocent song compared to the others.
It's truly pure, and it's so much so that it touches your heart.
Too bad Mrs Lovett's part doesn't sound very innocent...

(End of Music Review)

I've decided not to put the samples here anymore 'cos I'm fed up with the HTML...see how the previous post spoiled?

Music Review: Sweeney Todd

2008-12-25T15:03:00.008+08:00

Just bought this soundtrack a few days ago...
It's titled "Highlights from the Motion Picture Soundtrack, Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street"

OPENING TITLE
Rating: 5 stars
Orchestral piece. An overture of the musical. A very nice, black music...

NO PLACE LIKE LONDON
Rating: 4 stars
Sounds sweet in the beginning, but when Sweeney Todd sings, it becomes violent.

THE WORST PIES IN LONDON
Rating: 4.5 stars
Like I had said earlier on this blog, I like this song because of the beat. Off-beat singing sounds nice in this song. However, the only bad thing is that the vocal (Helena Bonham Carter) sounds a little bit too weak...
This version is another version...but the person sounds a bit breathless, huh? Oh well, maybe anyone should be when singing this song. LOL.

POOR THING
Rating: 3 stars
Hmm...I don't really like the tune, actually. :P Anyway, these songs are of another version, by other singers...

MY FRIENDS
Rating: 4 stars
Another "violent" song...I like the accompanied vocal by Helena Bonham Carter in this song. Very bright and clear, as opposed to the deep and mysterious vocal part by Johnny Depp.

Man, I hate the HTML here....!!!! ARRR~!
GREEN FINCH AND LINNET BIRD
Rating: 5 stars
I simply love this one! The singer, Jayne Wisener, sings it so elegantly! Love her voice in this song!! Lovely piece of music...

To be contiuned...

Merry Christmas to all of you! :D

Angelina (Contiuned)

2008-12-19T13:03:00.004+08:00

This is really tedious...Still, I'm going to upload this complete chapter one of "Angelina", which I had started drawing in Primary Six and gave up when I was in Sec One. LOL.
Red lullaby composing is about 70% complete!
YAY~~ Gotta buck up and compose faster!!!!

Thanks a lot for the birthday presents, SC!! :D
LOL.
Second time receiving birthday present from friends.
First time was in Primary Six.
LOL.
Graduation years...
Coincidence?

BTW, I wanna watch Twilight!! LOL

Quiz results...

2008-12-17T13:14:00.003+08:00

Your True Love Is an Aries

Why you'll love an Aries:

An Aries has the red-hot seduction skills to woo you

Never boring, an Aries will give you the romantic challenge you crave!

Why an Aries will love you:

You have the intensity and energy to go head to head with your Aries...

And the undying passion to keep an Aries coming back for more.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Birthdate: December 15

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.

In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.

You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

I think this one is quite true...the birthdate thing...hahax.
But what-the-heck...6 times heartbroken.
I haven't had one yet...so it's still 6? hahax...
How about unrealistic crushes...does that count??
LOL...

Your Life Path Number is 3

Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.

You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.

Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.

A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.

In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire.

While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play.

And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.

Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them

What Is Your Life Path Number?

LOL...some parts are true, I guess...?

LOL

2008-12-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

Impossible-Quiz.com - The hardest quiz ever

To tell the truth, I got help for 3 qns, so the score should be 10/20 instead of 13/20...+_+

Am-I-Dumb.com - Acai Berry
Score is 19/25...a lot of guessing done! :)

IQ Test result~~

2008-12-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test

By the way, Happy Birthday to myself~
hahax.

MINA!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-13T13:32:00.001+08:00

This is what I've been playing: "Pet Society" on Facebook.
Isn't my pet, Mina, cute??? :3
Mina! Mina! Mina~!!
迷奈！！
Geez. Must be outta my head. Hahax!!

Angelina (P6 Work)

2008-12-13T12:23:00.002+08:00

Man... this thing is like hell. >.<>
Had a hard time uploading them...

Actually wanted to enjoy my holiday to the fullest...
But I ended up sleeping, eating, sleeping, eating..
Living like a pig.
Hahax.
Hope I won't gain too much weight.

YL is correct...
I'm rotting at home.

Should go and get some things done.
Let me finish composing my "Red Lullaby" for my Sweet Blood!! :))
Sounds easy...but not at all.
Haix.........
Wanted to upload some more...
but the computer's too slow.

-_-|||
I've got no patience.
Hahax.

PHOTOS~!

2008-11-30T20:29:00.004+08:00

I finally brought a digital camera!!!!!!!!

But Grad Dinner over lex..sad. Should have bought it in time.
CHEY
Having fun snapping pictures away~
But only scenery from my house
Hahax.

Did you see the "bird"?

Back of my HDB flat :)

Drowned in red...

Sunset!

A clear blue sky behind the cage...

Ney. There are some more pictures...will upload them soon.
P.S. I'm fed up with the HTML thing for blogskin. Why every code gets rejected by Blogger?!

You decipher it yourself

2008-11-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

Everyone is seated and chatting
Such noise

And when the show is over
The red curtain drops
What will make people feel nostalgic?

Finally, the four-year run is over
It'll be a new book next year

The sky may look the same and smell the same
But everything will be different with different characters
Only I'll be I
Who will they be?

Nay, things like this don't excite me anymore...
That's sad

And hey!
I'm back.

Anagram

2008-11-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

ELECTROMAGNETISM

Magnet
Eel
Meet
Met
Mine
Men
Man
Tag
Rot
Net
Nets
Cat

Cats
Mega
Rome
Roman
Tease
Sing
Rag
Rags
Meat
Go
Gone
Some
Come
Came
Tone
TNT
Tin
Tom
Neat
Can
Coin
Garnet
More
Gem
Cot
Con
Sag

Hmm...just kinda bored. So I did boring stuff...
I can't wait to catch "Vampire Knight Guilty" after my exams!!
>.<
Studying Physics right now.
Anyway, recently, I've got this morbid storyline for my new comic "Sweet Blood" (originally titled "Vampire Babies")...hope to upload my comic to my website one day so that everyone can 'enjoy' it. Hahax.
Still struggling to start and continue my "Memories" comic in a way I want it to.
So hard to put the image in my mind onto paper.
Sad, and how many years have I been drawing comics??
Seven, Eight years?
Hahax. Still so inexperienced...

Anyway, see you guys at Graduation Dinner! :D

Plodding On

2008-10-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

I try to live each day to the fullest
Yet I destroy them day by day
How ironic it is

Oh, all my agony
And all those problems I bring to Mum
When will they all end?

(Please, I am not thinking about death
In fact, I terrified it
'Cos death will surely kill my soul)

I hope that I still survive
To enjoy the fruits in life
If not, I would really rather die

One thing for another
If this principle is not true for me
I will complain to whatever that cross my path

>:(

Feeling very lethargic these days
So stop pestering me, Problems!
I don't need you to make my world more chaotic
Than it is now
SCRAM!!!

T.T

2008-09-16T12:43:00.003+08:00

Right now, I'm feeling sad.
It kept stabbing my heart...but what can I do?
Even if people can get into good JCs, and I can't ---- It's just all my fault.

People! Stop putting more load on me!
I'm full! I'm very loaded!
So loaded that I'm going to burst!!

Crap, and why did the COP keep dropping...
Now, my holiday spirit is really all drained.
Initially wanted to have fun today and tomorrow...after the Prelims.
But now it seems that I'm totally trapped in my dilemma.

ARRGGHH!!!!!
I think I'm going to cry to sleep tonight.
I don't care.
I can't scream, so I'll cry.
Then, hopefully, I'll regain my holiday spirit for tomorrow.

I'm sick of all these things.
Really.
Ney, and if I don't study well now, my parents nag.

OK! Who ever invented the "Rankings" ought to be bashed.
Must have been some irritating person, who wanted to show off.
Now good lor, that showing off led people to be so competitive; parents so competitive.
Grrrrr~~

:<
I don't think anything will be better when I start to work...
Monotonous Society.

Personality Test Result

2008-08-17T19:25:00.005+08:00

This is a quick post...since I saw 2 ppl taken the test.
Just joining in the fun.
P.S. Remember to bring tie, IC and entry proof tomorrow!
Good luck for the English Oral Exam, 4E5'08!! :)

That Personality Test :: Your Results
The latest personality test from ThatSurveySite... now featuring more and better questions than ever!

Emotional (50%)	[....................]	Logical (50%)
Concerned about self (27%)	[..........\|\|\|\|\|.....]	Concerned about others (73%)
Atheist (20%)	[..........\|\|\|\|\|\|....]	Religious (80%)
Loner (71%)	[......\|\|\|\|..........]	Dependent (29%)
Laid-back (54%)	[.........\|..........]	Driven (46%)
Traditional (62%)	[........\|\|..........]	Rebel (38%)
Impetuous (26%)	[..........\|\|\|\|\|.....]	Organized (74%)
Engineering mind (36%)	[..........\|\|\|.......]	Artistic mind (64%)
Cynical (31%)	[..........\|\|\|\|......]	Idealist (69%)
Follower (67%)	[.......\|\|\|..........]	Leader (33%)
Introverted (50%)	[....................]	Extroverted (50%)
Conservative (81%)	[....\|\|\|\|\|\|..........]	Liberal (19%)
Logical (53%)	[.........\|..........]	Romantic (47%)
Uninterested (81%)	[....\|\|\|\|\|\|..........]	Sexual (19%)
Insecure (39%)	[..........\|\|........]	Confident (61%)
Selective (70%)	[......\|\|\|\|..........]	Tolerant (30%)
Pessimistic (17%)	[..........\|\|\|\|\|\|\|...]	Optimistic (83%)
Principled (77%)	[.....\|\|\|\|\|..........]	Pragmatic (23%)
Tolerant (36%)	[..........\|\|\|.......]	Opinionated (64%)
Humble (50%)	[....................]	Elitist (50%)

Take the test!

By the way, I rate this personality test RA(21). I'm serious.

I Can't Help It But Post This!!

2008-07-27T18:42:00.006+08:00

This is so hilarious! You got to see this!! ROFL!!!
Oh, and why my HTML has become haywire???
It's protesting is it??
LOL...anyway, I'm quite irritated when I'm trying my luck and logging onto MSN to see who's online...everytime, I log in, I can't find the people I want to find. Frustrated.
That's the problem with technology. The ultimate flaw of MSN.
Haix...

Results of the personality test!

2008-07-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

Okay, here the result goes:
If you chose....

WHALE ------ "Nothing Is Impossible"
You believe that you have the ability to make the even impossible thing possible. This belief is good, but many would think that it is too far-fetched, and unrealistic at times.

EAGLE ------- "Time Is Too Short"
You like to take short-cuts in life, and you ought to be beware of that habit because you do not know when your actions would land you into hot soup. Instead of taking short-cuts, you should learn to plan your time wisely. On the other hand, you are good because you know the value and preciousness of time.

RAT-------"Anyone Can Change The World"
You may not be holding a very high position in your community now, but you believe that even the most insignificant person can make a difference to the world. Therefore, if you are to be a leader, you most probably would give every member equal chances to shine. However, some people may think that you are too naive, and even back-stab you.

CHEETAH------"Stick To The Rules"
You lack imagination, but you are a logical person. In addition, you are a person who would just go according to the course of nature, never wanting to oppose it. In arguments, you always like to sit on the fence. You believe, too, that things in lives are destinated, thus you lack the drive to change your life when it is at its bottom.

NONE------"Opportunities Are Everywhere"
You grab every opportunity that comes to you, and very often, you would not turn away any of the opportunities given to you. Sometimes, you may have criticized people, saying that they had let a golden chance flown off. This criticism is hurtful and be the cause of you losing some of your friends.

P.S. I cannot guarantee the accurateness of the results, but I hope that the results do match with some of your personalities.
By the way, yes, this personality test is made by me, so I do not know the absolute character analysis of this test. Thanks for polling, by the way. :)

See you guys in December!
Oh, and Jia You for our "O" levels!!
One month later and it's our English Oral. Sianx.... -_-|||

Results ---- Postponded to latest this Sunday (20 July)

2008-07-14T19:08:00.001+08:00

Pardon me, please do pardon me, 'cos I'm right now rushing like mad for a project.
So, I've got no time to post the results of the personality quiz.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused!

But I promise: it'll be up here latest by this Sunday!!

This time is for real

2008-07-08T17:35:00.002+08:00

This time I cannot back out on my promise, 'cos I've promised him, my imaginary friend.
Well, he forced me to change my bad habits la, including daily blogging.
I've signed the promises, so I cannot...break them anymore.
For your interest, this is the one I've signed:

1. Not to use the computer for personal purposes (Composing midis, blogging, uploading midis, chatting on MSN leisurely)
2. To ise the computer up to a maximum of 2 hours per day for school-related work, with 5 minutes eye-break for every 30 minutes of usage.
3. To do my written homework first before using the computer
4. Not to play the electronic keyboard or any piano in school and at home
5. To do my revision when I've got nothing else to do
6. To sleep and rest when I'm very tired or when my eyes need the rest
7. Not to be angry at Mum again
8. To do my revision when I got nothing to do at school (Chatting with friends verbally is alright)
9. To work extra hard for the Prelims and the "O" levels
10. Not to break any of the promises stated here
11. Not to buy any drinks, snacks and/or outside food
12. Not to stop when running my 2.4km run
13. To sit up straight all the times and stand straight
14. To watch the television only on weekends, after I have completed my homework
15. To listen to the radio at most for 6 hours per day.

Looks long, eh?
And the promise is valid till 30 November 2008.
I don't know whether if I can only continue to blog on 1 December 2008, but maybe I can negotiate with him...
But the chances are slim lah, 'cos he's very strict about this issue.
He said that I lacked a lot of self-discipline, so he needs to help me discipline myself.
Fine---so really, I won't be blogging till 1 December, but the results of the personality quiz will still be posted here next week (He allowed me to do that, only that...SAD).
BTW, don't be too scared that I keep talking about "him" hor...He is just my imaginative friend, and yes, I'm very clear in my head right now, as I'm typing this.
So, no April Fool's joke right here.
There, got to go.
See you guys next week for the last time here on my blog!
:(

P.S. And don't ask me who is he, 'cos as I've said, I cannot expose him out to the world yet.

Polls, Polls!

2008-07-07T15:00:00.005+08:00

Before you ask me, please scroll down to the area below the tagbox.
Do you see it? The two polls? Yes?
Yes, okay. Here I explain them:

The first question about the animals is not meant to be a poll, it is more like a...personality quiz.
The results for the quiz will be announced next week, when the polling it closed.
Do check back for the results then.

The second question about "Twilight" the movie is purely a poll.
No tricks to that. ;)

Anyway, I'm really looking forward to that movie leh...but then, I can only buy its VCDs to watch alone at home again.
SAD. :'(

Freaky Night

2008-07-07T14:25:00.005+08:00

Last night, I have got a very frightening experience----- right at home.
It all started with the smell of urine that stunk our house.
I mean, well, Mum and I knew that the smell of urine came from outside, but the stench just floated into our house through the opened windows.
I went to the kitchen and complained to Mum about it, and she said that she had smelt it too.
Then she asked me if I wanted to close the window (of the study room that I was in then) and I agreed.
(It's quite stupid to point out here that my mum was soooooooo scared that it will dirty my hand, so she went to close the windows for me)

The next moment, she was staring blankly outside the window and looked shocked.
You know, I thought that she saw those kind of stuff, as if in those ghost movies.
Then, I saw a white thing past the side of window, and got scared.
Then, Mum pushed open the window, and I saw something red.
At first, I thought that it was that kind of string that people use to curse people or whatever.
So, I got even more frightened, and I looked closer.
Damn, it's just a red string tied to a balloon!
And the white "thing" is also a string, tied to another balloon!
Crap.
I almost freak out due to two stupid red heart-shaped balloons.

Anyway, the fear was not over for Mum yet.
Why?
She thought that someone had used those two balloons to transport the urine up here! (By the way, on one of the strings, a tiny transparent plastic bag was tied...those kind that the sellers use to contain rubber bands in packets)
-_-|||
So that's the reason why she was so shocked in the beginning.
Oh, my! Mum! Even if that person want to transport the urine up, the urine would have carried the balloon down since it's got some weight!
And, on the previous night, there was the smell of urine too, but there was no balloon(s)!!
Who will use two separate balloons to transport one packet of urine arh??
Plus, the plastic bag...it's obvious that it cannot be used to contain any liquids!!

Oh, my mum has a super imagination, linking two impossibilities together as one.
Luckily, I was clearer in my head and she was finally convinced that the balloons just belonged to some children who took the balloons home yet let them fly off...

Because my mum gave the shocked look, and I saw the white thing, I really----for once---- thought that there was a ghost out there, or a piece of thing with a curse written on it outside my windows.
It was frightening.
And that's due to my mum's and my imaginations.
Look, human imagination are scarier than the actual thing...
And what logic is that??

Unfinished

2008-07-07T13:38:00.003+08:00

Last night, I was talking to two people via MSN, but apparently, my computer is not a very good middle-person.
It either distorted my message or did not send them to the recipient.
So, since they have my blog URL, and should they be seeing this post, I think they know what I'm talking about.

************
* REPLIES *
************
To Mrs V:
I was talking about the midis last night, and you told me that your speakers are not working right then.
I wanted to say nevermind, and that you cannot get them off here, 'cos I don't upload things here.
Instead, I can give you the website address of where I've uploaded my midis onto.
Here it is:
Click me!
You can visit the website when you are free, and when your speakers are working. :)
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To KH:
Actually, I wanted to ask you how to do the Assignment 1 (on Plane Geometry, done in EM2) Qn 2.
But then, since tomorrow is the deadline...I think I would figure that question on my own at home.
By the way, happy class outing with the rest today. >_<
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Beyond The Twinkling Stars - lyrics

2008-07-06T17:58:00.006+08:00

This is part of a lyric I write for my own imaginary musical "Eternal Lovers" (Sounds silly la...but...that's its stupid title I gave it, so got to accept it....-_-)
It's one of the many songs (When it comes to coming up with songs names, I'm too good at it, but composing...it will take me years) in the musical...titled, well, "Beyond The Twinkling Stars".
It's a love song, guitar-based (Male Lead Zhi En playing it).
Yup, I've got the melody in my mind, and am just finding time to finish the song.
Anyway, this song should be sung when Zhi En and Jing Ting (the Female Lead) were at a balcony (haven't set whose house, though, just at a balcony). They were both grazing at the stars...then the male lead starts to sing...

BEYOND THE TWINKLING STARS (UNCOMPLETED)

ZE: Beyond the twinkling stars,
What do you see?
A silent sky or
A continuous loneliness?

JT: With you beside me
Neither are what I see
I swear it's true
I swear it's true

ZE: Beyond the twinkling stars
What do you see?
The pure darkness or
You see a myriad of colours?

JT: Apart from the colours
All I see is my prince
Yes, only you
I swear it's true

ZE: Yes, only you ~
[To be contiuned]

Erm...somehow, I feel that the verse 2 (The part where Zhi En sings "Beyond the twinkling stars" for the second time) is a bit lame lah..but that's because I'm a very poor lyricts...
If you got better subsitutions for any part of the lyrics, please do tell me!
However, the condition is that the syllabus must remain the same for that line ('Cos the melody is already set for these verses!)
One day when I finally finish composing the melody, I'll upload it onto Youtube, then embed it here.
If you really want to wait, I wish you a happy waiting! :P

Is it my natural "power"?

2008-07-05T15:06:00.007+08:00

I don't know why, but somehow, I can sense a person's...aura...sometimes.
Not really sense...but I don't know how to put it into words.
I don't know if it's just me guarding too much or what la...but I would avoid some people.

For example, WC.
I don't know if he had turned evil or what...but initially, I still can cope with standing beside him sometimes, but those times, I feel very weird---awkward?.
Then, I gradually avoided him and until now, I kinda --- hated (?) him.
Not really hate lah...not that extreme, but it's near hatred.
I don't know. And now, I don't dare to visit that room 'cos of his presence.
I don't like to look at him, for that matter too.
He has just became too fake...like he's hiding something from the world.

Another thing, I dislike him because he had scared my friend the other day:
We were going to the hall for our photo-taking, and my friend was walking in front of me.
WC was walking in front of her, his back facing us.
Then, my friend looked at him, and crap, I don't know how he knew but he turned his head and stared at my friend!!!
My friend stopped short in her track...shocked by him staring (that kind of up-to-no-good stare) at her.
I really want to (if I can) punch him in his stupid face (Sorry for the violent part, but WC is really very qian bian).
Okay, but I didn't punch him at that time, instead I laughed...I laughed from at the foyer to the hall.
I was laughing hysterically and loudly behind that WC.
I don't know how and why I did that, but I just did. Perhaps, I was trying to calm my friend down, without me actually realizing it. :|

So, I don't know what's going on in that WC's mind lax...but he seems evil in my eyes.
Or, let's not be so extreme...I would rephrase and say that he seem extremely unfriendly.
Yup, extremely unfriendly, so I don't like nor dare to look at him.
'Cos he seems to be faking every good friendly emotion when he was in front of everyone else.
And that's scary to think of.

Another guy whom I dislikes since I first see him is Z.
He has the "proud" aura. (Hahax...sounds so weird)
He...well, he is just too proud.

Then, the last time I saw him trying to catch MT's attention (MT was talking to me) and I saw his eyes...as if he's trying to, you know, seduce people.
Isn't he really...a really bad person??
By the way, Z is an adult, so "seducing" is the right word to describe his eyes at that point in time, and MT is also an adult.
Other times, he looked at students with his usual..."dominative" eyes. (Well, my English is quite bad lah...) Sometimes, he would look friendly.
Anyway, I heard that someone complained that he slacks a lot.
I don't know how true is it, but maybe I can ask my friend to clarify on that.
But other than that, he's too proud and authoritative...even more authoritative than ST.

Third guy I dislikes is well, famously known as Clown.
Last time, I dislike him because he is too selfish.
Now, I dislike him because he is too lame and sometimes, overusing his authority.
But this guy arh...I know I can give myself a chance to kinda "forgive" him (Unlike the other two metioned above which I really dislike, especially WC).
Just as long as he don't overuse his authority too often...because even ST doesn't overuse her authority, so he, being a minor one, all the more cannot.
But...he is still left with his lousy posture, which is an eyesore.

This "aura" thing is also really making me hard to communicate with my own classmates.
For example, YJ.
I still have communication problems with her. I don't know, but her "aura" is not the bad one that prevents me from talking to her.
She has a dominant friendly aura, but ...her aura is so mixed that somehow, I don't know which one is she having now.
I think it's complicated to me because I don't know her well. Yup, that's the reason!
She has a very high position in the school among students, so she had the "pro" aura.
Yet, she is very humble, and also got some kind of "emo" aura.
So...when she talked to me about how bad her Geograhy is, I kinda wanted to scold her that she should be contented since all her other subjects are good...but I couldn't 'cos I don't know...she seems to have a weak soul or what...I don't know but that's what I feel from her.
In the end, I just commented that she passed her 2.4km run but I didn't, and she laughed for a while, and went away, still feeling sad.
But I'm happy that she has a good bunch of friends by her side who knows how to comfort her (Well, unlike me, the unfeeling one).
By the way, it's only when she's sad and having the "pro" aura then I have problems communicating with her.
At other times, it's just me having nothing to talk to her.

The other person whom I have great communication problem is KH.
Lalax~shocked? But that's the truth, and that's why I said I wanted to try to remind me to tell me about "how the class can help each other" but in the end, I didn't.
I know I told a half-lie to him on his blog that I couldn't find the right time to remind him.
Actually, it's him himself who made me feel that he's unapproachable.
Or perhaps, not him lah...maybe he's born like that.
-.-
I don't know, but I feel like I would avoid him as much as possible, perhaps deterred by his "unfriendly" aura that he emits most of the time, unless he is talking to his friends like YJ, YF, W etc.
In fact, I can only communicate with him properly through MSN, or blogs. Really, only when I don't see him in person.
'Cos when I see him, I see his eyes. When I see his eyes, I see the cold, unfriendly feeling.
That's why I didn't dare to find him and remind him the other day.
What crap horx? (Okay, you don't understand this question, nevermind)

But it looks like he isn't like that in the past...
Not in Sec 3, at least...
Or so I think.

I don't know if my feeling of these "aura" thing is correct or not...
In any case, I just couldn't forget about it, 'cos I keep feeling it.
I'm too sensitive le...(no wonder I'm skin-sensitive...cold joke, cold joke)
Oh, and if you (especially people of my class) feel that I talk to you in a weird way, well, that's because I'm not used to it.
Unless you are one of the people mentioned above, you have a totally pure friendly aura...

And this "aura" thing is kinda making me mad, eh?

Too bad you cannot know all about me

2008-07-04T14:54:00.003+08:00

Actually, I wanted to introduce about my own fantasy...but somehow, it just ain't right to reveal it to the world.
Oh, there I go again, immersing in my own fantasy where no one can find me.
Not anyone in the reality, that is.
:|

(Suddenly, I realised that this post is lame, I'm just spamming my own blog...LOL)

Congrats to YJ

2008-07-04T14:36:00.002+08:00

Heard that they went back home at around 8pm to 9pm plus.
Wow.
But that's because they went for dinner.
Anyway, YJ went into the semi-finals leh!
Congrats to her!!! :)
Hope she can get into the finals! All the best again for her, because I won't be there to support her again.

-_-
Class Outing.
And I'm not going again.
It's the 4th and last year.
Yet I can't go.
Haix. Can do nothing about it.

These are the songs I'm talking about

2008-07-03T17:27:00.005+08:00

Meant for YL.

Still remember that day I told you about the song "Truly, Madly, Deeply"?
I was talking about the Savage Garden's version.
Here, I embed the video, but it's not actual MV by them...those are copyrighted, so they cannot let people embed anyhow lahx...:

Meant for others.
The reason why I love the song "By the Sea" is because of the funny scenes accompanied by it...
Especially when Sweeney kisses Mrs Lovett (in the latter's imagination)...LOL!
See it for yourself:

There is another song I like from the movie: "The Worst Pies In London"
Mrs Lovett sings it while she keeps hitting to the timing. Cool!

One thing for another

2008-07-03T15:25:00.004+08:00

If you guys have received Friday Weekly (issue 817) for the week starting 4 July 2008 and ending 10 July 2008, and have read page 20 where the comics are, and have noticed a name very familiar...
Yup, that's me.
So, please don't ask me anymore if that's my work when I go back to school, can?
Well, that's my work. Here I've said it, and I don't want to say it anymore.

In the end, I still could not go to YMCA (Orchard) and be there to give YJ all my support.
SAD.
But I'll wish her all the best here...
Somehow, I feel that she lacks self-confidence.
I wonder why??
Or is it just my own illusion that make me think that way??

Anyway, this argument with my mum over going to YMCA is over.
It's really sad that the winner isn't me...but...I hope I can win the next upcoming argument over going to the Graduation Tea!
>D

My Unseen Testinomial

2008-07-02T16:47:00.003+08:00

Written by me.

Negative Traits
1) Talk bad of eyesores behind their backs (a.k.a. backstabber)
2) Rude
3) Talk too loud
4) Tomboy in the bad way
5) Proud
6) Jealous (But not so often now...)
7) Physically too weak (When will I ever pass all my stations??!!)
8) Lose my temper quite easily (a.k.a. quite short-tempered)
9) Breaking promises (especially those to myself)
10) Imagine too much (Living in my own fantasies too much)
11) Little initiative
12) Laugh out too loud

What I CANNOT be
1) Leader
2) Athlete

Things I'm QUITE good at
1) Drawing manga (from my own imagination)
2) Enjoying life
3) Memorising piano scores
4) Playing piano
5) Giving people (especially those eyesores) nicknames
5) Breaking promises
6) Being rude
7) Laughing!

One good thing about me is that I don't tell lies (unnecessarily), so I can say that the above is all true.
After all, who knows me better than myself??

The History Repeats

2008-07-02T16:39:00.002+08:00

Now, my chance of going to YMCA-Orchard Road becomes minute, even though I wanted badly to go.
Pathetic...
I don't know how.
Anyway, a note to soranokira...don't bother to ask your brother...'cos my mum don't allow me to go out on my own, and she does not have the energy to bring me out either.
Thanks for wanting to help me, though. ;)

Sianx.
CME Group Work...anyone know when is the deadline?
I have not even started anything with my own group.
=.=
Or, does anybody care?

Today, I heard a very sad story.
Okay, that's it, and the rest I have to keep it to myself because it is meant to be "kept within the four walls".

RE: Class Discussions

2008-07-01T17:20:00.003+08:00

Class Outing...I agree that we need to have a class outing(though I may not be able to go due to my parents...sianx)

Class CIP? Hmm....not sure about the idea...though it's really refreshing.
But I guess most of us will like to have erm...fun...
But----those fun comes with a hefty ticket prices.
So how?
I don't know leh.
If it's a CIP...what will we do?
What organisation will we help?
Where do we get the capital from?
When will it take place? After the exams in the holidays?
Transportation fees and food?
Additional manpower if there are not enough people? (But in that case, it's not a class CIP anymore)

If Mrs Wong really promises to bring us to a class outing, well, why not take that as our only class outing?
Then, we must beg her to keep her promise.
Hax.

Online Study Aid Group.
Generally, a good idea.
But a consultation time must be set.
And it must not clash with someone's tuition time, dinner time or bedtime.
And everyone must be informed about this thing (of course!)

Class stuff...what class stuff??
Forget about the toy plush thing, because it has failed.
Hiax.
Still, I have this crazy idea of a "Class Song", but I know it had failed too.
Class Forum? Tried and failed.
Class Blog? Tried and failing.
Class T-shirt. Never tried but don't know what to do.
So, class stuff...what class stuff??

Sports Day

2008-07-01T16:50:00.003+08:00

I knew it! I just knew it!
Mum and I will be quarreling over the matter of our school's Annual Sports Day!
Why?
Just because the venue is changed to Singapore Polytechnic Stadium, a place where one seldom goes...
She's worried again.
Especially when I told her that I don't know how to find that stadium in such an enormous school.
Haix.
Nothing can be done.
Still trying to think of a solution.
D:
Maybe ask SC to go with me...

Here's the map of the place, anyway:

The "Floats"

2008-06-30T16:52:00.003+08:00

I've checked it up on the net...
Those things I'm seeing are called "floats".
Well, it said...it MAY be a sign of a serious thing...
But maybe I should believe that it is just it's on the not serious side....
Or so I hope!
I just pray, it's nothing serious!!!!
I don't want my eyes to have any very serious problems!
I hope it's just because I too "very nearsighted"!
I DON'T WANT TO GO BLIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not my fault

2008-06-30T15:45:00.004+08:00

Okay, I know why my dedication on the radio was not read.
'Cos after I've posted, 30+ people went to post...
so the DJ can't possibly read out all the 39 dedications there.
Whatever.
I should have used the traditional letter method.
Next time, I will.
But provided that that person will hear it...LOL

Those who are interested to know what I've wrote, you can click here.
Scroll down till you see my "angelx" name.
To be exact, it's the 8th post from the top.
(But your computer must read Chinese, if not, you cannot read two of the words of my dedication)

Anyway, thanks to those who told me that my "Twilight" midi is quite good.

Somehow, something keeps bothering me.
My eyes, that is.
I have a feeling that I may become blind...because I'm already seeing black lines and spots floating around....
WAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What to do??!!
My eyes are really worsening!
I hope that I won't get blind too soon!
I want to get my "O" level cert, at least!
But with a pair of weak eyes, how do I study??
Should go see the optician soon...
Or maybe even a specialist...
T_T

Evidence

2008-06-23T20:34:00.007+08:00

Hello---these are the evidence of some site that I handled but it soon went down into ruins.
A lot of them, actually.
First of all is the 4E5'08 class blog that no one really knows..

P.S. The URL for our class blog is this.

Next are my pathetic blogs: The Aeonity Blog;

The Wordpress Blog;
The LiveJournal Blog;

The Spaces Live (MSN) Blog:

And even my "artiste" page:

And this proves what?

2008-06-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

See...this proves that I break my promises.
Haix.
Whatever------
That's just me, anyway.
I just hope that I won't break my promise to mum of getting good results for her...

Oh yea, one person said that she will be retained next year.
Well, she claimed it.
The funny part is that she got 1st in standard last year (Oh well, don't shout the name out loud even if you know her).
If she can't even pass her "O" level and get retained, I think the rest of us don't need to take the "O" level exam this year le.
Quick, phone the MOE and ask them to cancel our exams.
Why study so hard when we are guaranteed that we won't get into JC, Poly or even ITE??!!
So, stop saying such depressing words la...
You depress yourself, and you depress others when you said that, you know?
Quit that habit of yours, okay?
Then, you'll be perfect.

P.S. If that someone (the one mentioned in the 2nd paragraph of this post) is reading this post and in time, please tune in to FM93.3 on your birthday night, which is on this weekend, from 9pm onwards. There is a message for you from me (Obviously~) ;)

Farewell, Farewell!

2008-06-13T14:15:00.004+08:00

I went to the wedding dinner last night.
Hmm....well, the food is quite nice, except for the 马蹄 which I didn't like at all.
That thing...it's the first time I ate it and I felt like spitting it out after chewing it for a few times...
For me, it's that disgusting.
Well, out table (Table 2) is quite crowded...but it's good.
If not, a lot of food will be wasted as some of us don't eat much (especially my mother).

Well, my cousin looks very pretty last night. Her husband looks okay...
Next time when I own a digital camera, I'll try and upload the pictures up here.
>.<

We went back in a van...my cousin's husband's van.
Hahax~so many "'s"s.
LOL.
Anyway, my mum don't enjoy the ride, because she said she can't stand being at the back of the van.
Ooh, that's a sign of aging??

Hmm...I've really got nothing much to write.
I feel guilty, because I should be STUDYING at this hour!!
Crap.
I still have a English compo, 2 English books to finish, a Chinese compo, and 2 Maths thing.
Oh, and revising my Social Studies.
OH NO!
I think I should quit blogging for now.
This is really harming me!
Great...on that note, I'm going to say good-bye to the Internet World.
For I've promised not to touch this computer for the next few months, starting from tomorrow.
So, good-bye.
Don't ever miss me, please!
(Haix...but I'll miss the song "Truly Madly Deeply"....never mind, I can enjoy it after my "O" levels)
OH CRAP! I forgot I still have my 2.4km training when school reopens!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
:'(

My "Twilight" Video

2008-06-12T11:58:00.004+08:00

This is a video done by me...well, the midi behind this video is "Twilight", the one that you can find in my IMEEM playlist (The last song of the list). "Twilight" is composed by me, and if you think that the music is awful, it's not my fault, because as I've said, I've got not much talent in composing.
Anyway, I still hope that you will enjoy the video....:)
P.S. You have to stop the IMEEM music before you can hear this one!

Wedding Banquet

2008-06-12T11:35:00.004+08:00

12 June 2008.
Today is my cousin's wedding.
Her name is Wong Lih Jiuan.
She will be happily married to Jimmy Ng Keong Tark (whom I have not met, neither my mother) today.
Later, my family (excluding my father who is in Australia right now) will be going to her wedding dinner in Upper Jurong Road area.
I can't wait to go there and have a superb dinner.
Hahax...
Sorry la, I can provide you no pictures of the wedding.

Anyway, I wish them a happy marriage, and hope that they will cherish each other dearly...
After all, they have waited for this day for quite some time already.

Aww~~Now I wonder if I ever will be able to attend my FRIEND'S wedding --- perhaps six years from now?
I mean, will I ever get invited by them? Especially my secondary school friends: WL , YL (Will she be married to him after all?), YJ (Will she be marrying to her current bf?), DW (Hahax....who will be her real 老公?), KH (Who will be his real 老婆?), YX (Sporty girl and ?? boy), ZY (I really can't imagine what her future husband looks like), V (The boy who is still struggling to cope with relationship problems now)...etc. etc.
Heehee...it's quite exciting to find out who is whose spouse.
Me ah?
I don't know...maybe I will never get married in this world...LOL
Pessimistic point of view?
????????????

Mad Music Disease

2008-06-11T19:07:00.004+08:00

Aw~~~after listening to "The Phantom Of The Opera", I have an urge to be able to compose such an awesome and handsome piece of music~~~!
But too bad I have not much talent in composing...-_-
Hahax.

I believe I will die if any guy sang either "Truly Madly Deeply" or "Music Of The Night" to me....LOL
But I guess no guy will do that.
Hmm...why?
I don't know. I just have that --- INSTINCT.

When a visitor came marching in

2008-06-11T18:02:00.006+08:00

Today my first auntie came over our house for a visit.
I always am bewildered by the magical effects a visitor can bring to our house.
The day before, our house is in a mess: The floor not mobbed for a few days; the unused bed stacked with a pile of useless newspaper; piles of rusty files waiting to be thrown away on the bed too.
Then on the day the visitor is coming, our house became so sparkling clean.
All in a matter of hours.
Wow, cool.

Dad called home today, using the telephone in the office there for free.
Well, the total bill for grocery (including rice) is about AUD40+.
Hope that the sauces and rice will last him for a month...

Going overseas

2008-06-10T14:20:00.003+08:00

This is my blog.

& my dad is going to Darwin, Australia later on.
He's boarding the Tiger Airline one-way airplane.
He will be going there for a month.
Well, maybe the house will be a lot more quieter.
But...will I miss him??
Anyway, I still wish him a safe journey to Darwin and a safe one back to Singapore too.
Hope he do enjoy his trip, though it isn't for a holiday.
:)